5 Big Dreams


There is a term in dream-study called Big Dreams: these aren’t like kinda sketchy super-symbolic vague wisps of dreams, nor are they nightmare-filled anxiety dreams, or even yummy sort of wish-fulfilling dreams. No, Big Dreams are, as it the name suggests, BIG DREAMS. Archetypal dreams. Dreams that change your life. Dreams that you sometimes can bring back to the village and maybe tell the others over a fire or perhaps turn into a video game or something.

The following are five Big Dreams I’ve had since I started recording them, 25 years ago. They’ve really made an impact on me, even though I don’t understand fully what some of them mean. I’ve had other dreams that’ve been important to my life, but they have often contained really obscure/personal symbolism that I don’t think would have much meaning to people outside myself.

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5.21.18: The #1 Law Of Humans


Drama Witholder

Was talking to somebody over FB Messenger last night—who I’ll call “Bill”—he kept bringing up this person who had publicly cyberharassed me years ago. I told Bill that this person probably had some sort of abuse or fucked-up situation in his past, because people normally don’t demonstrate that type of behavior. That there probably are people who were born stone-cold evil for no reason at all, but in my experience/observation some sort of abuse (witnessed/experienced) usually is in the past of an abuser.

But I kept feeling as if giving Bill this answer “frustrated” him in some way…as if, at nearly 11 at night, he wanted me, instead, to rant or get upset or say how bad I felt.

In short: I kept feeling like he wanted drama from me.

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The Effect Of Smartphones On Dream Quality And Recall


Here’s a personal observation I’ve made over numerous occasions…but I didn’t even want to believe the conclusion. And that is: sleeping either listening to my iPhone (you know, to meditative music or a podcast) or having my iPhone even near me (by the pillow/on the bed) greatly messes up my dream quality and recall. I mean: messes them up to the point where it almost “bleaches” them out completely.

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